I AM A MACHINE GUN.

TWENTY-EIGHT.

Thu, 03 Nov 2005 11:30:51 GMT

okso. everything goes wrong in mandi land , so she's giving up.

yesterday i went to stephanie's afer school which was pretty rad because her & nicole made me feel alot better about myself dancing to spice girls & techno. :] i love you guys!!

♥

thank you fucking a static lullaby. one of the only things that keeps me living. if i didn't have "& don't forget to breathe" cd, i'd be so dead right now.

TWENTY-SEVEN.

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 11:52:05 GMT

entry number 27 on halloween. best ever. last night was so awsome. i hung out with sara jon & stewie. we watched bloody mary which was retarded and not even scarey.then we all hung out downstairs & listened to like dashboard & brandnew. which was pretty sweet. then jon & stewie were hungry so they convinced me to go to pizza hut with them. which was pretty cool. i was playing football in the parking lot of pizza hut with jon & this guy was like scoping me down & he tells jon "make er' run it looks better", once jon told me that i was like EWW! gjakyg. haha. it was sad. my scar on my finger hurts. the one that nicole slit with a razor blade :* haha. ♥

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!♥

TWENTY-SIX.

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 02:09:22 GMT

last night = dance, amazing. uhm. today was boring at first, then i went shopping. i got two sweatshirts a shirt a purse & a belt. uhm... then i had chinese food for lunch, then for supper i had pizza. on the way home me & my nana jammed out to ac/dc & bob marley & talked about death & my chemical romance hahaha.. ♥

TWENTY-FIVE.

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 14:07:00 GMT

last night was pretty awsome. i hung out with stewie like the whole time, exsept for when he left, which sucked. i missed him :[ but then i just went retarded & was singing songs really louyd with ian & dougie. yessss. ♥ haha yeah. i was supposed to sleep over haleys, but she todl her mom to bring me home. so i just went online til like 11, then fell asleep to daphne loves derby.

todays such a beautiful day. i think im going to go see my anan today & make her cheer up, because he sister is dying. :[

TWENT-FOUR.

Fri, 28 Oct 2005 10:37:40 GMT

It's 6:34 on a friday morning. ugh friday. how i love that word. vendredi. doesn't matter what language you say it in, it still means complete happiness, & staying up late & sleeping in. which in my case would be the first time haleys been to my house in like 067354654 years to acctually sleep over, & seeing as though I have a new room, that shouldn't be all that bad :]. I'm going to a dance tonight, which should be great, because stewie's going. ♥ i've been angry'depressed latly. i don't know why, but it needs to stop, starting soon. well my hair is drying & forming to my towel. so i'm going to go. i'll update staurday. :]

TWENTY-THREE.

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 01:49:26 GMT

the beginning of the week always sucks. i miss patrick. -sigh-. i'm sick of wonder. ugh. school sucks. i know i'm oging to fail science. fo' sho'. :[

♥

TWENTY-TWO.

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 20:57:28 GMT

RE ADD ME SORRY!
http://www.myspace.com/dudeitsmandi

TWENTY-ONE.

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 20:43:52 GMT

yesterday i woke up around like... 6, i went to school. we went to a theature college, & took some classes. which was pretty neat. The school I used to go to was there, & i say this girl amanda. It was pretty cool, i shuld have asked her for her sn, but she didn't seem so interested in knowing me haha. then i went & got starbucks when I got back at liek 6. [mmmmm i <3 starbucks] the i went to the lock in at 9. which was pretty fun.i mostly hung out with nicole & stewie, who would have guessed!? i stayed up from like. 6 am, to like 8 am the next day. which sucked, because we were on a feildtrip from like 7am to 6pm, then i went there so i was kinda tired. but we just kinda blasted music, were loud, ran around, we played the most fuking heartracing hide & seek tag you'll ever play. i was with ryan most of the time for that , we had the best hiding spots EVER haha, we hid in frigan like dressing room cabinats and stuff.it was wickeddddd fun. i loved it. & the songs on DDR are ALWAYS going to haunt me. & if you think you're good at DDR, don't play against Jack Finley or Stewie. You'll be OWNED. I watched them playfor like 3 hours straight. alright, now i'm off to do my makeup to go to the sad cafe to see some ska bands, be back later hoes. ♥

[Mayhem]

TWENTY.

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 20:26:19 GMT

today was pretty cool. school was kinda boring, i saw mike after school, & stayed after with mrs.wakey. i'm not doing good in her class -sob sob-. yeahh. i'm hanging out with mike from 5-7. then i might be online. i dunno. you know how i do . :]

byebye♥

NINETEEN.

Sun, 16 Oct 2005 17:31:48 GMT

my room was flooded. yippe :[ yeah i'm upstairs until whenever it all gets taken care of, i don't know how long that'll be. :[ well leave me some comments. i love you all♥

EIGHTEEN.

Sat, 15 Oct 2005 01:54:35 GMT

wow. i loved today, it was pretty much amazing. uhm, SOMEONE is amazing. but whatev. they don't care, well i dunno. kdfgjhgf.

okay so i went to school, blah blah, my morning wasn't so hot, then as the day went on and like.. things got better, and i got happier. it was pretty cool. we had a pep rally thingie. i was like laughing the whole time. we suck hah. i just kinda watched the band people. after school i had haley come over♥ we didn't do much. had mcdonalds. then we went to the bonfire at lke 6:45. it was pretty cooooool. i hung out with ian & sky most of the time. and stewie. Stewies the shit♥. yeah. fkrjky. that's where i flip out for some certain reason, -puts hand to head and thinks- ugh. yeahhh. ♥ it was funnnn.
now i'm back here at haley's , about to probably go lay out wet asses down to sleep and talk about nothing truley meaningful, then we're going to go to boston all tomorrow from like noon to like 3 am hahaha. chyeah. mcr, alkaline trio, and reggie & the full effects show<3 if you're going see you there, if not, have a great time at that boring danccccce. hehe.

SEVENTEEN.

Thu, 13 Oct 2005 21:51:29 GMT

oh my god. okayyyy. today was supser super awsome. i had schoo, blah blah, i stayed after with mrs.wakefeld. then i hung out with pat sky ian & nick. Ian broke his board. haha. :P after i went over with sara & steph to wait for her mom, then i saw mike. yes, i fucking saw mike. i didn't even know what to do. i felt .. weird? but i sae him [he's the cutest guy the world beholds] he'd punch me if he knew i said it againnn haha. then i talked to sam for the first time. of course he first asked if me & mike smoked pot. hahahaha. i was like no? haha. then we talked about our love for starbucks. okokokokokok. i dunno. today was like. hot guy fessssst. ♥

SIXTEEN.

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 20:05:40 GMT

complaining times. i have a few things i'd like to uhm, discuss with this. livejournal. alrighty.

TOPIC NUMBER ONE! OKAY.
him + me = hehhe
her + him = <3
her + me = ihu!
for no reason. >.<

TOPIC NUMBER TWO! kso.theres a girl, who doesn't know you, but she thinks she seems to know all about you. she gets immature, insults you, & talks you down. you don't make fun of her once. whos the mature one? yeah pretty much angry.

k i'm done. i think.

but today was kinda okay, it went by slow for a half day. i love half days.

FIFTEEN

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 01:34:46 GMT

dude mandis on: pardon?
x Sway So Sway: oui?
dude mandis on: bonsoir.
x Sway So Sway: tu parles francais nest -ce pas?
dude mandis on: oui, je parle fracias.
x Sway So Sway: bonjour
dude mandis on: salut.
x Sway So Sway: Je mappelle Madaline (?) comment t'appelles tu?
dude mandis on: je m`applle patrica.
x Sway So Sway: enchante
dude mandis on: merci.
x Sway So Sway: comment ca va?
dude mandis on: je regrette?
x Sway So Sway: comment vas tu?
dude mandis on: biren, merci, et toi?
dude mandis on: bien-
x Sway So Sway: pas mal. ca va
dude mandis on: a tout seignuer, tout honnuer. s`il te plait.
x Sway So Sway: parels tu anglaia?
dude mandis on: oui, je parle algias.
x Sway So Sway: bonne chance
dude mandis on: merci
x Sway So Sway: de rein
dude mandis on: au revoir.
x Sway So Sway: a demian
dude mandis on: a` bientot.
x Sway So Sway: bonne nuit

pretty much.

FOURTEEN.

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 16:47:46 GMT

guess what!?
MY COMPUTER BROKE ON ME
:'[

THiRTEEN.

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 19:29:51 GMT

yay, okay so. last night nicole slept over, ,y mom left from 8 to lke 1 am. so we had thje house to blast the used & o our maeup for no apparent reson, then we just kinda went online, listened to emanuel and got new pictures... like always.

this morning i woke up, nicole had to rush to her football game, and my room floor is wet, sa,d i know. my feet are cold. anyways i'm going over her hoouse tonight , because i have tomorrow off.

l8err ga8er.:P

TWELVE.

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 23:50:49 GMT

http://myspace-947.vo.llnwd.net/00254/74/93/254053947_l.jpg
chyeahh..
i hung out with nicole.
starbucks.hannoford.
we`re pretty neato!!

http://www.myspace.com/rawrmyspace

ELEVEN.

Fri, 07 Oct 2005 00:15:48 GMT

okay so. i don`t know how i`m feeling anymore, falling for some one isn`t easssy. espically not for me, and when you don`t have a clue why, because you`re alike, but not in the sense of what you like, like it`s oppisite. ughh. okay i don`t wanna like make it obvious, but it`s killllling me. rawrr. okay so tomorrow is the SHOOOOOWWWW. baiscally. me nicole & hayley are going to hXc dance yo`. maybe i`ll skank for once or somthing, i don`t know, but i`m fucking ready to be crazy, i need a rad outfit. and some good tunes. i don`t know if i`ll e able to gte muh grove on to from heros to zeros and diffy, but hey, we do what we do.

today i redid my whole room. it was pretty sad. i didnt have a screw driver, to tajke apart my WHOLE old desk, so half of the time i used a butterknife, while saying THIS KNIFE AINT FO` BUTTAH. then i got pissed. so i took it, and basically bent metal. :] yeah that`s how i do. but my room is killer, kinda like me♥

haley found my thoughts. hahaha. >.> WASN`T ME.

TEN.

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 10:29:54 GMT

good morning world. yes i`m updating at 6:26 am. who does that these days? right now i`m waiting for haley, so we can go pick up nicole then go to school. what an amusing life. i`ve been sick for the past few days, lucky me. i`m finally going to school today , where i can sneeze all over everyone & get them sick. muhaha.♥

On friday, i`m going to the hurricaine katrina concert at winnisquam highschool, with difference 88, & other bands like from heros to zeros. I`m excited, considering Ian & Jamie are going to be there!! Then on saturday, Jamie wants me to catch a movie with him, most likly corpse bride. I have friday & monday off. Guess who mandi`s spending her weekend with :P NICOLE. because we all know she`s like. stuck to my ass.

well HOPFULLY I HAVE A GOOD DAY!!♥

NINE.

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 18:24:51 GMT

okay so yeah. today i stayed home because i`m sick as a dog. i have a sore throat, and a cold/flu of some kind. very sad. quinn & mat also stayed home today so i talekd to them online. yay for life. i re did my myspace which i think is pretty rad. and i also wrote a whole new about me and did a heros section with pictures.

i hate mondays.

[mayhem]

http://www.myspace.com/rawrmyspace

EIGHT.

Wed, 28 Sep 2005 23:50:12 GMT

i love starbucks coffee & frappachinos.

hahahhhhhh. i love you all, today was grannnddd.

[mayhem]

SEVEN.

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 20:48:50 GMT

less abuse today. some girl called me a cunt, because i looked back. weird. my nose ring is like rgjkhtjkystrh. kinda makes me sad. i guess i have some skin thing going on i kinda want to cry. but i`m so getting rid of it on thursday at the doctors office. now onto somthing that`s on my mind.

did you ever notice now a days striving to be different, really makes you MORE SO the same as everyone else, setting a tred, is a trend. to be different is the exact oppisite. even one wants to like somthing different. but if you want to be "different" then you have to just. be yourself. don`t STRIVE to eb different, that`s what everyone else is doing. theres no point, poeple just steal your ideas, & make their own. you like childish things, every other myspace whore does too, you make your own clothes, too bad poeple already started that. wearing childrens clothes, yelling bang bang, loving guns, & writing from first to last`s non-popular lyrics in your profile. COME ON. that`s not different aymore. maybe it was lke 2 years ago. but now. everyone is emo. everyone is scene. it doesn`t even matter. juts be yourself.

wurrd.♥

[mayhem]

SIX.

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 01:01:20 GMT

today was opkay i suppose. john & dave basically hate me, and always beat on me. yay for life.

FIVE.

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 17:11:47 GMT

today is my fvaorite kind of day. when you wake up you`re warm & fuzzy, inside your bed. when you step out, you`re sooo cold. i adore it. i love this weather. the sky is gray. and i find it comforting. i want to play out side, or run around barefoot. i love how you can wear a sweatshirt & then still wear shorts. fall is the best season everrrr♥

i have nothingt to do today... although it doesn`t bother me because i spent all yesterday in manchetsr so todays like my chill day. i`m gunna lay low, go on myspace. talkto people. use the phone. play guitar. you know how i roll. i`m about to go get a new icon & profile. haha♥

last night i hung out with nicole. we relized we`re "chill best friends" meaning, we don`t really do anything, & we`re not like OMFGZ I LOVE YOU. when we see eachother. we`re like yo homez. we chill.

haha i love you nicole ^_^ [does our handshake]

[mayhem]

FOUR.

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 21:03:58 GMT

today i woke up at like 10, i went to manchester, so i could go to the dentist. unlike other children who hate the dentist; i love it. i find it intreging, and very comforting. i love the buzzings of the drills, and the smell of flouride. this dentists office was kick ass, they play rock101, and they have like people who kept telling me i was wicked cool. thye liked my green converse. i love getting fillings, i dont know why, but i do. i love how they like nnumb your tooth, and you cant feel a thing, but the pinching of the needle while it drives through your skin, and then the platicky filling that slips inside. i watched my brother get his teeth removed, it was pretty cool. maybe im ment to be a dentist? weird.

i went to newberry comix. i LOVE that store.. ALOT. they had so much i wanted,i mean no where sells le tigre, freezepop, the faint, old blood brothers, all of the ramones, and like 46243 other things im in love with. there was a london calling shurt i wanted, but my step dad was being hastey. i got "March On Electric Children", i think it only has 9 songs, but its a great cd, it has my favroite song by them on ie [kiss of the octopus]. i was so happy to find that cd, next time i go i might gte burn piano island burn, or somthing else, i got to think of it, maybe daphne loves derby`s old cd. hmmm? i also bought hairdye. its like bright/light purple. its the prettiest purple i have like ever seen. my momis doing it for me tonight, although im not sure if i want it the bottom layer or like inbetween. i also wanna cut my hair, maybe ill pull a myspace, cut my own hair, & dye it.♥